Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I've lost my freedom and privacy now.

thanks to the some kaypoh auntie of mine.

and now i have to share room wth my granny because the kaypoh auntie of mine was persistent in psychoing granny to rent the room so that granny will have enough money.

pls lor.

dun try to pretend to be nice.

u are the person who has the least rights to comment because u and ur family has NEVER given granny and yeye any MONTHLY ALLOWANCE.

dun try to say that u are poor and my parents are giving because i am staying wth granny

because 1st uncle gave even though his son is not staying with granny.

pls lor. my parents work so hard and their pay is like lesser than ur household income.

and dun defend yourself by saying u have 3 kids to support while my family has 2.

pls note that our sch fees are counted in thousands and yours is by tens.

i didnt want to says it in your face so as to not disgrace you in front of everybody even though all of us know that you are a stingy, calculative person.

i fucking hate u.

i wish that i could kill u, tear your skin and gorge your eyes out.

arghhhhhhhhhhh.

how i wish i can cohabitat or elope with ah lun

-------Nini let out a dinosaur roar!------- ; {11:23 PM}
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Monday, November 24, 2008

i am so hooked on the taiwan drama "Bu Liang Xiao Hua"

starring Wilbur Pan, Rainie and a Jap star who looks uber cute.


















this is the jap guy who is one of the lead in the show.

he is super romantic.

















you see.. he buy her so many flowers to apologise. *hint hint*

*cough and mumble where's my tulip?*

but there's wilbur, who, even though appears to be cool, is very very sweet.

like he dunno hw to sweet talk and stuff but he'll always be there for the girl and trust her no matter what.















awwww...

i so love this kind of romance drama.


















and wilbur is going to give rainie up because the jap guy is in coma.

tsk..

so sad la....

i hope they dun break up leh.

even though the jap guy is cute but i still love wilbur more.

-------Nini let out a dinosaur roar!------- ; {3:59 PM}
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Thursday, November 20, 2008

the fight is ridiculous.

really.

and i think its crazy that i am bearing your nonsense.

roar

can u come to your senses and end the war?

-------Nini let out a dinosaur roar!------- ; {10:36 PM}
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

i hate miscommunication

and moodswings

can we end the war now?

-------Nini let out a dinosaur roar!------- ; {10:26 PM}
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Monday, November 17, 2008

today is just not my day...

misfortune just keep falling one after another on me.

*roar*

maybe i should wear my power ranger necklace so that it will protect me frm all this misfortune.

so upset =(

suddenly i wanna smell mr allan's tan shirt.

i want him to hug hug me and massage my back..

i want him to comfort me.

i want him to kiss my sadness away...

dar dar~

-------Nini let out a dinosaur roar!------- ; {10:58 PM}
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Monday, November 03, 2008

went out wth the bf =)

yay =)

i feel loved again <3

even though its just fetching u frm work, walking around teasing each other,

eating sakae but i'm satisfied.

thank u for making me feel loved.

thank u for making me want to love u again.

thank u for being angry when u know i drank; that shows u care =)

thank u for chasing aft me and holding my hand the way i wanted u to hold when i throw tantrum and attempt to leave u.

thank u for the sweetalks that i demanded but u refuse to say and gave in eventually.

i have loved u, i am loving u and i will continue to love u =)

ps: remember to report to me tml =)

-------Nini let out a dinosaur roar!------- ; {10:51 PM}
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Sunday, November 02, 2008

busy busy busy.

i am so sick and tired of hearing the word busy.

busy is just an excuse.

not commited is the real reason i say

i duno how long i can last.

i duno how much i can take.

i keep telling myself that its nt ur fault that u are busy and i must try to be understanding.

keep telling myself its nt easy for us to come this far hence i must not give up

but i cant help to feel disappointed each time the date is cancelled.

there is a limit to my patience and tolerance.

u're on the verge of losing me.

really.

if only i mastered the power of disappearing into thin air,

i would leave u and never appear.

i want u to feel hurt like how i felt when u give me all the nonsense.

if only my heart was made of steel...

do u still remember the vows we made?

the promises u made?

the words u say when i attempted to leave u?

do u?

-------Nini let out a dinosaur roar!------- ; {9:49 PM}
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